gravity

Gravity lyrics

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long
No matter what I say or do
I still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone

You hold me without touch
You keep me without chains
I never wanted anything so much
Than to drown in your love and not feel your rain

Set me free, leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
I'm just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile
When I thought that I was strong
But you touch me for a little while
And all my fragile strength is gone

Set me free, leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
I'm just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me

I live here on my knees
As I try to make you see
That you're everything I think I need
Here on the ground

But you're neither friend nor foe
Though I can't seem to let you go
The one thing that I still know
Is that you're keeping me down
You're keeping me down

You're on to me, on to me and all over
Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long

till my heartaches end :(

i recall when you said that you would never leave me
you told me more so much more like when the time you whispered
in my ear there was heaven in my heart
i remember when you said that youd be here forever
then you left without even saying that youre leaving
i was hurt and it really wont be easy to forget
yesterday and i pray that you would stay
but then youre gone and oh so far away

i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight
and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
ill just keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end

and then you left without even saying that youre leaving
i was hurt and it really wont be easy to forget
yesterday and i pray that you would stay
but then youre gone and oh so far away

i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight
and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
ill just keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end

i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight
and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
ill just keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end

keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end

i wish i was looking to your eyes...

wala akong maisip na title para sa post na ito. adik talaga ako. thinking of you by katty perry ang pinakikinggan ko ie.

well, this post is about what is happening. about what is on my mind. what is bothering my existence at this point of time. the reason why am i feeling like this, this past few days. the feeling that couldn't stop bugging my head. the feeling that i hate and what i'm trying to avoid all this year. the feeling that everything is falling apart and i'm one of the reason causing all these trouble. the feeling of uselessness because i don't have something to offer to resolve what is going on. the feeling that everything might be a waste. the feeling of ending this. end it all immediately. but what can i do? i don't know how it made me be like this but i think it did me good. my frame of mind is in a state that no one would think will happen. no one would believe it but trust me, it affected many already.

relationships gone. love gone. friends long gone. many of those incident happened this past few days. it is like we are in emotional roller coaster that no one can get out off. it is really hard to take specially many are confused. they haven't made up their mind with the incidents happening. why am i BV this past few days? i think that i just don't like what is happening to us right now. i disagreed with decisions made. i judged people immediately that i din't think of what will happen next. i misunderstood other people's explanations. i didn't listen to what they want to say.

as much as possible, i don't want to say this bad things to people but i don't want to keep this inside of me because it is greatly affecting me and the people around me. this is really the time of desperate measures. even though i tried my best to be the inspiration guy, i can't because i'm one of the people that doesn't have inspiration go on.

happiest day ever :)

didn't though that october 8, 2010 will be one of the most happiest day in my life. as i always say, YOU CAN NEVER CAN TELL. haha. in  life there are many unexpected things that may happen in just a blink of an eye.

hell day as i've told my friends before october 8 comes to arrive. can you imagine two tests in two subjects with one hard assignment each of it in a row. english then math subjects in the morning is not fun. in english, there was this assignment that we have to make. it was a really long assignment. we were instructed to identify and write the dependent clauses in a certain story. it was hard because ma'am mabini has already the number of clauses per paragraphs so we have to find the clauses with the exact number of clauses that she has. it was very stressing  because there were many potential answers. sometimes the clauses that we already identified was too much and sometimes we lack clauses. we also have ti identify its use in the sentences.

next was this math long exam. we all know that math is stressing because of its level of difficulty and take note that i study in a science high school. we really have ti adjust to hard lessons. the test was announced october 7 so just a day before the test. wait there is more. we also have to pass this problem set thing. we have to pass it before the test starts. irritating also because we lack time ti review for the test and to answer that. even though the problem set is one of the way to review still we don't know if what we answered is right. from the start, i hated that problem set. peace. in that paper are the problems we need to solve. the problems were very hard to solve. swear. the problems are not only in the paper but also out of it. the process of trying to find the copy and answering it is just but stressing. and sometimes there are additional problems occuring when this problem set is being answered. like what happened to, i finished early one time and all of the sudden, i lost the friggin P.set.


fortunately, i made all of it work. the assignments were done on time. and i was so proud of myself. yet. another problem came. i didn't had the time to review for the test. i was screaming inside of our room. i was in a panic. luckily, the english test was just like eating peanuts in class. i didn't got the highest score but 24 out of 30 was a good score, right? the math long exam was slightly hard. i'm not good at math but i answered all of the questions without hesitation. good job for me. i only used the stock knowledge i have. if i get a low score in this test, no more future for me. =((

the rest of he was like vacation. it was like given to us for the stress that we felt during the first subjects in the morning. i'm glad that i was relaxed. we were given the news that our allowance will be given in the afternoon. plus point to good vibes for that. haha. the day was getting well as it was about to end.

we were in the reading center beside our room in the third floor. suddenly, innah asked me if i want to eat in CHILIS which was one of the restaurants that we want to experience before we go out of our high school like. without no hesitation, i said yes. then we asked jethro then lysette then law then thea then lex then lloyd the jao if they want to go with us. jethro, lysette and law agreed immediately. lex, thea, lloyd and jao was in hesitation. as 5:20 pm arrived, all of them said yes already. but as we go out of school and we were about to head to rockwell, lloyd, law and jao begged to not join. bvness at first but it was fine. we can't force them to come.

we arrived at chilis at MMM pm. haha. we were surprised because that was our first time to go to a place like that. it had a fancy ambiance with a homey feel in to it. love that place soo much. haha. we really the time of our lives. it was like we had endless stories to tell to each other. funny stories to be exact. we really had a blast. all of us ordered the same thing. haha. chicken which was a big no no for me because i have highblood (but wth i still have to eat those once in a while), fries, mashed potato, rice  and we had bottomless iced tea for our drinks. they placed all of these condiments that some were new to us. i really appreciated the pepper sauce. loved it. i also appreciated the whole meal bacause i payed 400 pesos for that meal alone.

after telling funny stories, comments and jokes, we wento to national book store beacuse innah has to buy something for cali' bday. we also had fun there. non-stop laughter was in the air that time. thea told me to go to crepes and cream. haha. was my 2nd time ther. we had lots of fun there. specially when i made "bara" to jethro. haha. until the time that we separated our ways, we were still laughing.

THESE ARE THE KIND OF PEOPLE THAT I WANT TO BE WITH ALWAYS. THEY DON'T FORGET TO BE HAPPY AND MAKE FEEL HAPPY WITH THEM. thank you so much thea, lex, inspi, innah, jethro and lloydfor making my october 8, 2010 happy as ever. :))))))) love you friends. :)))))

intrams:))

IT'S OUR LAST CHANCE TO SHARE THE STAGE BEFORE WE GO OUR SEPARATE WAYS. HIGH SCHOOL WASN'T MADE TO LAST FOREVER. :(((

haha. saya saya ng intrams ng maksci kahit nakakbitin siya dahil sa mga scheds at walang philippine games. siyempre seniors na kami kaya we did our best to be the number one. haha pero wla ie. 2nd lung. sayang talaga. err.

nagsayaw pala kami ng ballroom nung opening ng intrams. haha. one week preparation lang. nakaktuwa pa kase nakasayaw na ako ulit which means papayat na ako ulit. ang taba ko na kase ulit ie. haha. sumayaw ako with my partner forever, jairah cabebe. kasama din namin si dannah piol na super galing sa ballroom na nagchampion sa buong philippines naging friends kami ng bongga, si lawrence riodeque na sobrang saya kasama, si kenneth at roni na kaaway namain ang batch pero friends pa din kami.

roni, law, dannah, kenneth

dannah, ako, jai

me and jai

roni, kenneth, dannah

nakapag-singles ako sa badminton this year. sa tagal tagal ng panahon na inasam ko na makalaro ako ng singles, natupad din. saya. pero kahit ganun, d din ako nanalo. second lang nakuha ko. wawa. haha. parehong singles A at B pa ang aking nasalihan kase si aldrin ay nagkachicken pox. double pressure naman pla sa part ko. 3rd nga pala ako sa category nea. wala talaga kase akong gana nung unang laban kase walang praktis un ie.

at dahil intrams, parang quality time together na din with friends all over maksci. tulugan session na din ang unang nsa isip ng ato kapag narinig ang intrams ie. pero ayun naman talaga ang ginagawa ie. magagawa nila? haha. nakapagspend ako ng time kasama mga batchmate friends ko. we ate lunch after cheerdance. nagsinungaling din  kami sa guard para malakabas ng schol. sabi namin, volleyball people kami para makapunta ng viejo. lakas talaga namin. ahah. at MADAMI RIN NAHUHULI TUWING INTRAMS. :))))

nanalo pa kami sa cheerdance ngaung year. galing kasi namin ie. nung una, akala namin hnd kami nagcoistume kase late na napagawa ung costume but we are lucky enough to have it. walang DI peo nanalo kami. PANIS. PAK. haha.kahit sobrang pagod evryday sa paguwwi, worth it lahat ng sakripiyo namin. sarap talagang huuminga after malaman na pak na pak ka \mi sa cheerdance. ang saya. tapos most of us naging c agua kase ung blue na color ng mga hair namin napunta sa amin b'coz of the rain. haha. ung ulan na talaga sobrang blessing ni GOD sa amin un ie. swear. umulan nun kaya natigil ung contest at nagkaroon ng time mahabol ung costume. natupad lahat. when we were about to perform, it was still of raining. a blessing in disguise. i think God made it rain bacause the rain washed all the nastiness towards each other. the rain washed the the stress away and most of all IT MADE US ONE FOR THE ONE.

ngaun ko lang narealize na sobrang suwerte ko pala sa batch ko. kami ung batch na mahilig magcram pero all out kapag perform na o anu man. kami ung batch na hnd man naguusap araw araw pero sa jamming pak na pak. at alam kong sa apat na taon ng intrams na magkakasama tau, sobrang dami ng nadevelop na tayong lahat. kahit man hindi ipakita araw araw, alam kong by heart we are united. from wizards naging tigers, naging pirata naman sa pangtalong taon at ngaun ay olympians, i love you batchmates. niceness. kahit d man tau nanalo sa over all, at least ginawa natin ang best natin at lumaban tau hanggang sa kaya natin. :)

L-O-V-E what is it to me?

yehey. my first blog her. natripan ko lung mgablog ng magblog. haha.kakasar naman . unang blog ko dto ang emo kagad nung title. kakaasar kase ung kantang bglang nag-play ie. haha.

hmm. mahirap talagang maging in love. minsan di mo mapapansin na nagpapkatanga ka na para lung sa taong mahal mo. you will conquer anything just to make that person happy. naalala ko nung mga panahon na i was madly in love with this girl na best friend ko pala. haha. magkasama kami everywhere at anytime. kakatawa nga na lagi kaming nagaaway tapos halos magsapakan na kami kahit bababe siya pero i still managed to fall in love with her.

may mga tao sa paligid namin na nakakasense na na baka magkasomething dahil halos every subject magkatabi kami at minsan ay sumasandal pa ang ulo niya sa aking balikat. wlang hiwalayang naganap sa amin noong time na un. maraming beses na siya ang nakakasama ko sa mga masasayang pagkakataon. halos tumawa kami buong araw lalo pa at magkasama kami buong araw. sayang saya kaming pagtripan ang mga teacher namin noon, nasa loob man ng klase o sa labas. walang makakatalo sa mga banat niya at sa mga tawa ko. tuwing may mga practice para sa play namin sa MAPEH, kami pa rin ang magkasama. haha.

months passed at masaya pa rin ang pagsasama namin ng best friend ko. alam niya na may crush pa din akong iba. siya ang tumutulong sa akin kapag nagbibigay ako ng reaglo dun sa babaeng yun. naging love ko din yung girl na yun pero iba ung kay best friend ie. matindi.. mabagsik.. sagad to the bones kung baga.

naalala ko nun na sinabi niya sa akin na excited na daw xa na magkaroon ako ng cellphone dahil may kailanagan siyang sabihin sa akin na di pwd sabihin ng personal. hnd niya rin namin sinabi un nung nagkacp ako. haha. gulo niya at times pero ganun lung talaga xa. sinabi ko sa kanya iosang araw na may bago na akong crush/love. nagaway pa kami nun dahil ayaw kong sabihin sa kanya. sabi niya pa nga  WLA KA TALAGANG TIWALA SA AKIN KAYA HND MO SINASABI UNG CRUSH/LOVE MO SA AKIN. hnd niya lang alam na siya yun. tiwala.. isang salitang natutunan ko ng araw na iyon. isang salitang di ko makaklimutan at habang buhay kong ilalagay dito. humantong anag lahat sa isang ayaw na ikasisira ng aming pagkakaibigan pati ang pagkakibigan ko sa ibang tao na malapit sa aming dalawa. mahirap mang tanggapin pero oo. nabigyan ko ng matinding dahilan ang mga tao sa aming paligid ng magandang motivation para magalit sila sa akin. nwalan ako ng iilang kaibigan at isang matalik.

 iba talaga ang nagagawa ng pang-ibig. ano nga ba ang LOVE sa akin? pra maging clear na, LOVE IS ___. d ko pa rin masagot ang tanong na yan sa utak ko ngaun. the capacity of my mind can take this kind of question. haha. all i know is that love can damage hundreds of hearts, can erase thousands of memories but can bring billions of hearts as one.